Mary's Thoughts

Sometimes when I contemplate on my life, I want to break down in tears. Not that I pity myself, but I am so frustratied about not having enough money to feel secure. Right now my car has many problems. Four months ago I paid 2000 dollars in maintenance work, and I would not be surprised if I have to pay that much money again.



I am generally a happy person but life makes it a little difficult sometimes. My job is very tiring and stressful. Perhaps every job field is that way, but sometimes I feel that food service is at the top in a list of stressful jobs.



On a lighter note, I am relieved that my EAC essay for Engish class is complete. It was so difficult because I felt that my research hindered me. Furthermore, I thought, "What topics will I pick? Will my reader be interested?" Nevertheless, I feel like so much weight is off of me now that it is complete.

More Thoughts

In my previous post, I commented on the meaning of Christmas. However, I realized that not everyone celebrates Christmas. I have been reading a book entitled "The Dark Side of Christian History," and it talks about December 25, and why some people choose not to celebrate that day as Christmas. I will not go into the story but I must say that I understand where they are coming from.


I am working on my "explaining a concept" essay, and I realized that there is so much out there that I never knew about different religions. Many people resist learning about different religions, but I think it is necessary. I think that people should talk about their faith and be open to other people's viewpoints. If religious communities encourage peace, then isn't it ironic that conflicts form because of opposing views?

A few years ago, I attended a Hindu temple and it was a great experience. The alter was beautiful and the chants were very soothing. I told a lady there that I was Catholic and she was very welcoming. I am continuing to learn about other beliefs.

Furthermore, I believe Joyce Meyer when she said:" We were not put on this Earth to find religion. We were put here to find God."

Christmas Time

I don't know about everyone else, but I love to decorate for the holidays, especially Christmas. It sounds silly but I am already planning for Christmas. My sister, on the other hand, does not like to put up decorations at her work; it is a tedious chore. Now my sister is no Scrooge; she is as excited for the holidays as much as I am. So why the attitude?

I am sure that most people are aware that you cannot even say "Merry Christmas" at work. The appropriate thing to say is "Happy Holidays." Which brings me back to my sister's attitude toward Christmas-decorating at her work. I do not blame her. I would have an attitude as well if I was not allowed to set up a nativity scene, angels, and everything else that makes Christmas beautiful and gives it meaning. Whether I'm at the mall or at the supermarket, it seems that everywhere I look, "Christ" is taken out of Christmas.

It is funny that when I attend church, I see people praising the Lord out loud. They are not shy or scared of sharing their faith. However, all of that changes when we step out of church and enter the politically correct world.

It would be so wonderful if I could teach the true meaning of Christmas to my son. Of course I could read to him about the real meaning, but it is difficult for a 3-year-old to concentrate on a story when he keeps asking if he could have a Power Wheel.

Nevertheless, Christmas is not the time for attitudes, but it is the time to praise the Lord.